I take the large bag of dried mushrooms, dump into the blender, pour water in, turn it on. In one frenzied swoop of defiance against my ever safe, vigilant, BORING SELF WHO DOESN”T WANT TO DIE TO HIS FORMER SELVES EVERY moment and still expects safety. I must act quickly before the administrators in my… Read More 10 gram mushroom trip- The Heaven on Earth trip
The trouble is ….. you think you were meant to be understood, you were only meant to be felt You think you have a position in relation to something, you don’t You are everything, everything is you you think permanence exists, security exists, stability exists………they don’t exist You think there are words that can capture… Read More The trouble is… you think you were meant to be understood (poem)
“An intellectual is someone who has discovered something more interesting than sex.” –Aldous Huxley “Sex is more exciting on the screen and between the pages, than between the sheets.” – Andy Warhol Celibacy has been an invaluable tool in finding a deeper part of myself and breaking ground into new emotional strength that I never knew… Read More Celibacy: time warp for soul growth
Can I give from this heart and can you accept? Can I give and receive equally? Can we share every part of our hearts with each other without flinching and without trying to own certain parts? Can I feel the wildness and freedom of your heart without trying to take it as a captive of… Read More Giving unconditional love and expecting nothing in return, is hard
I was leaned over, my right hand on her hip, I could feel the softness, and suppleness of her skin, our torsos were touching, my head resting against her neck, and I felt the comfort of being with her, having her in my arms. I could feel the way my heart was when I am… Read More The ideal mate you are seeking, already exists inside you
MANY Many man people wear a mask of some sort. I believe that society has taught that one needs to don a mask in order to be accepted and amass the material treasures that this culture requires in order to recognize a person’s worth. I believe a human soul deserves love, deserves to have their… Read More Being your truest self will trigger those who wear masks. Live your truth anyway. We need your note in the orchestra.
“The reason we feel alienated is because the society is infantile, trivial, and stupid. So the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation. I grapple with this because I’m a parent. And I think anybody who has children, you come to this realization, you know—what’ll it be? Alienated, cynical intellectual?… Read More Western Psychology is diseased/ Homeless people can see your soul like others can’t
As soon as your born they make you feel small, By giving you no time instead of it all, ’til the pain is so big you feel nothing at all, a working class hero is something to be They hurt you at home and they hit you at school, they hate you if your clever… Read More What happens when you resist the path your soul was meant to walk?
The nearest analogy to the addictive power of television and the transformation of values that is wrought in the life of the heavy user is probably heroin. Heroin flattens the image; with heroin, things are neither hot nor cold, the junkie looks out at the world certain that whatever it is, it does not matter.… Read More Muting truth through TV and Pharmaceuticals
Who knew? That the path to healing was through unconditional radical self -forgiveness and love, even when I act like a pariah, goon, moron, idiot and people scoff at me. More love, more love, more forgiveness for my soul, keep it flowing, keep sending it down, mother spirit, we got some wounds that need love… Read More Self (soul) love