All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside, It’s hard, but it’s harder to ignore it If they were right, I’d agree, but it’s them you know not me Now there’s a way and I know that I have to go away I know I have to go. … Read More Love asks: will you die to your former selves and let me teach you 1000 new ways to love today?
BECAUSE it means: -phonies and fakes know they can’t run their game with me or use me as their role player to read their script of a fake life. I’m not a well trained Rockette on Broadway who is obsessed with learning my moves down to the millisecond and inch, I don’t care if you… Read More I’m awkward and I love that about myself
I done died and lived again on DMT, huh See this a type of high that won’t come down This the type of high that get you gunned down Shit can get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself I can feel the spirits all around me I think Prince and Mike was… Read More I’m not even here, I’m just God, and so are you.
I want to hear the things that make your eyes sparkle and give you that flutter in the deepest part of your heart. I want to cry with you, hold you while you cry out the pain like the heart opened warrior you are. I want to feel that warrior heart, I see your… Read More I WANT THE REAL YOU. Not winner you, not tough you, not cool you. I want to feel the beautiful pain inside you.
“An intellectual is someone who has discovered something more interesting than sex.” –Aldous Huxley “Sex is more exciting on the screen and between the pages, than between the sheets.” – Andy Warhol Celibacy has been an invaluable tool in finding a deeper part of myself and breaking ground into new emotional strength that I never knew… Read More Celibacy: time warp for soul growth
“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider,… Read More Admit it, you aren’t like them.
Can I give from this heart and can you accept? Can I give and receive equally? Can we share every part of our hearts with each other without flinching and without trying to own certain parts? Can I feel the wildness and freedom of your heart without trying to take it as a captive of… Read More Giving unconditional love and expecting nothing in return, is hard
I was leaned over, my right hand on her hip, I could feel the softness, and suppleness of her skin, our torsos were touching, my head resting against her neck, and I felt the comfort of being with her, having her in my arms. I could feel the way my heart was when I am… Read More The ideal mate you are seeking, already exists inside you
“Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people.” “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” … “One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” -C.G. Jung “When I cannot… Read More If I could open up my heart and take you on a tour in there, I would