I take the large bag of dried mushrooms, dump into the blender, pour water in, turn it on. In one frenzied swoop of defiance against my ever safe, vigilant, BORING SELF WHO DOESN”T WANT TO DIE TO HIS FORMER SELVES EVERY moment and still expects safety. I must act quickly before the administrators in my… Read More 10 gram mushroom trip- The Heaven on Earth trip
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-peter-dagnes-podcast/id1477528504 The link for the apple podcasts is here, it may not be able to be found in search for a week or so, that’s just how it works. I will be posting all of the podcasts onto youtube as videos as well, but there will be music and sound effects on the podcasts too.… Read More Check out The Peter D’Agnes Podcast! 1st episode is up!
The trouble is ….. you think you were meant to be understood, you were only meant to be felt You think you have a position in relation to something, you don’t You are everything, everything is you you think permanence exists, security exists, stability exists………they don’t exist You think there are words that can capture… Read More The trouble is… you think you were meant to be understood (poem)
“Every form of refuge has it’s price.” -Lyin’ Eyes, Eagles “The more real you become, the more unreal the world becomes.” – John Lennon Never apologize for what you are. I want you in all your weirdness and all your FREAK. I want to be challenged in every single interaction I have with you, because… Read More The thing you are embarrassed to admit you love, and dream about all the time ….that’s your soul mission.
I describe the ways in which the layers of fear and shame have blinded me throughout my life. I share the strategies I have used to break free of the belief systems and mind programs in my head that taught me only to compete and shame myself, in order to climb higher on an imaginary… Read More VIDEO: Transcending Shame-Part 1- The alcoholic wifebeater that lives in your head.
I’m burning white sage in my backyard. I make sweeping motions around my head, hips, crown, chest. Any and all energies not in alignment with universal love and humility, leave my field now. I now align with the divine order, I surrender to all that is. Please give me a sign angels, bring me… Read More Angels, spirit guides, please show me a new part of my heart today. Help me express this heart in a brand new way. Speak through me.
“He’s a nice guy, a little awkward though.” I hear, in a low but clearly audible tone, as I leave the group of 15 gathered around a table for a cake, and a birthday song. I am about 20 feet away from the table, walking away, as I stop for a moment to grab my… Read More INNER CHILD HEALING: confronting the complex labyrinths of illusions I have constructed in my own mind, to shield myself from a deep-rooted belief that I was never worthy of love, and that I never fit this world.
Now I see it crystal clear, I’ve dissipated the fear, closing the gap, from being a sap to knowing my power, like an iron tower I walk with God, no need for a prod the heart want’s me dead, I walk to my execution gladly, I’m on mission, for attrition, from my self and… Read More Teach me to play the heart the way you do, I’ve never felt it opened that way before (poem)
A lot of people, if they spent a lot of time in close quarters, spent a week living with me for example………….. I would be able to feel you and all the repressed emotions that you think no one knows about or sees, because I literally FEEL the emotions of others as if they are… Read More High-sensitive empaths lead a lonely life, because they can feel the entire story of your heart shortly after meeting you and have to pretend like they don’t